Nan, I miss you. You where the only mother I ever knew and If I could swap my life for your i would. The house is empty without you and everything seems so pointless. Lexi is okay, she misses you too, don't worry nan il look after her for you, she's in safe hands. When you see gramps tell him I did my best and Andrews fish he caught that time on Penarth pier continues to grow everytime it comes up in conversation. I don't possess the words to describe how much I miss you both nan, my world is empty without you at home. The last nine have been the best years of my life, I heard you say goodbye on Christmas day, and I felt you squeezing my hand. I miss you nan, so much. Il never forget you nan nor gramps. Rest in peace my beautiful nana, il get to see you again one day I just know it. I loves you to bits nan